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Hey guys, its been a while, I'm here to give an update on my current state at the moment. So I figured out after all this time that I have developed depression, we have called my doctor and our local youth help center to see what we can do about it and we re currently waiting to hear back. On that note, its undoubtedly the biggest reason why I've felt so shitty for the past two years to point where I would silently cry myself to sleep at night because I never felt good enough. It actually started out really small in freshman year and started to get worse and worse as I would either be neutral or extremely depressed, and its became very notic

I'm not sure how I'm going to do this but I'm just going to spill my guts out here. no more lies. I remember a while ago I kept on telling everybody "I'm not feeling like myself" as an explanation for countless things and I don't know how many times I've said it but its been a year since and I honestly haven't gotten better, if anything I've gotten worse. I've been feeling pretty worthless and even more jealous of everyone around me, and it feels like no one actually likes me. I don't think it will matter how many times you might try to help me feel better by telling me that I'm awesome or your that I'm your best friend, even if you mean it w